ONE OF THE WORST DAY of my life....

जिंदगी के इस सफ़र में न जाने कितने मुकाम पर कई बार सुख और दुःख का अनुभूति हुआ , कई बार किन्कर्ताव्यबिमुध होना पड़ा, कई बार ऐसे प्रश्नों का सामना हुआ जब जबाब नहीं मिल पाया ।
कल जो भी हुआ वह अन्दर से झकझोड़ देने वाला था । क्या मैं TCS के भी लायक नहीं था !!!! इतना अच्छा INTERVIEW जाने के बाद भी ( i spoke almost 10-15 minutes on automobile, answered his one and only question on c++,all the design soft wares were mentioned in my resume, what else he was looking for ??!!! .i was very confident as this was not the first interview i was facing and made points about TATA which the fucking H.R. would have never heard of.
placement process was not transparent at all , was worst managed, and lacked planning at every stages.) मेरा नाम फ़ाइनल लिस्ट में नहीं था। अन्दर से इतना tough होने के बावजूद भी कल "काटो तो खून नहीं "वाली बात मेरे साथ थी, समझ में नहीं आ रहा था की क्या हो रहा है ।
दोस्तों दुःख इस बात का नहीं है कि tcs में job नहीं लगा , बल्कि दुःख इस बात का है कि TCS में भी नहीं हुआ !!!! सच पूछो तो आज के date में फॉर्म भरते -भरते और interview में बैठते-बैठते मेरा सारा फोटो ख़त्म हो गया है फिर भी अभी तक placement नहीं हुआ है ।
army, navy, maruti, hero-honda, tcs. i don't know how many to follow :( :(:( NEXT company i am going to face is INFOSYS on 29th and 30th of this month. god please make it my last one in the race of "one software job" ।
वैसे अभी मैं फोटो खिचवाने जा रहा हूँ , भगवान् के कृपा से ये फोटो लकी साबित वो जाये !!!
इकरी TCS WALI बेटी के *****......

Another setback

Two nights continuous journey by BUS... SYMBIOSIS exam in the day time in between,back to manipal at around 6'o clock morning. and here comes the real exam (an opportunity for me to clear "hero-honda" placement process). 9 oclock morning to 11 night praying for the door of luck to open and in between sitting in the ongoing process one after other. finally result came " this time we are going for the 2 people from your college and one we are keeping in waitlist" shocking news for me . yes i was not selected :( :( :( . they took 2 from the final 11 of us who were shortlisted from G.D. round.( total 65-written 21-G.D.11- finally 2+1)
this is the second time i was too far reaching too close.
first in maruti ( 94-23-6) there was no G.D. round in maruti here againg missed by not getting selected in interview. i was in final 23.
god please give me some luck.. nothing has come very easily in my life. please do help here atleast, because i am trying my best for getting thru in placement process.
Is my less CGPA compared to the other written qualified students costing me most???????????
may be !!! may not be !!!! हे माँ काली , मदद करो ......